Truth

Those who know the truth

learn to love it.

Those who love the truth

learn to live it.

Blessed Times

First and formost to my sibblings and my beautiful mum......Eid Mubarak and best wishes to you all love you guys to bits.

My crazy darlin' remember the good times we had in London....We have to do it again :-)

May you had a great Eid....Much love!

Thank you all for the beautiful text messages!!

Much Love

Im Loving It

Last year me and hubby went to Liseberg Just after christmas.....and it was sooo beautiful, absolutly breathtaking. This year the whole family is coming along and we might even ice skate......hehehe.

Superduper!

Drop In Day

Woke up to some not so good news this morning and it hasnt stopped, i seem to have a drop in day of bad news usch. ....What a great start of the week huh!

Its soo easy to get drawn into that dark cloud around....but i refuse, yes i do.

I myself are gonna focus on getting my resume up to date for part time jobs.
Realized being at home 24/7 aint my thing,have to find a weekend job or something ASAP.

Feels good now, my cold is wearing off. I feel much more active than these last days. Off to cuddle with my prince....take care dear reader.

Happy Feet!!

Dear You

..................its been sleepness nights...and days full of poo,wee and some vomiting from Mose. Now you know what's keept me occupied....

My plan to fligh over to London for couple of days has been canceled for personal reasons....truly dissapointed, booo me.

Been ill with Flu...(not the swineflu thoug)...could hardly get off bed. Many thanks to my wonderfull hubby for taking extra care of moi...

Something to Look forward to is EID on friday. Lafamilya is coming over to GBG and it's gonna be feast time. Feast time include delicious food, all kinds of yummy desserts and ofcourse good company.....yiiipppiiii :-)

One And Only You

Every single blade of grass,

And every flake of snow

Is just a wee bit different ...

There’s no two alike, you know.

From something small, like grains of sand,

To each gigantic star

All were made with THIS in mind:

To be just what they are!

How foolish then, to imitate

How useless to pretend!

Since each of us comes from a MIND

Whose ideas never end.

There’ll only be just ONE of ME

To show what I can do

And you should likewise feel very proud,

There’s only ONE of YOU.

That is where it all starts

With you, a wonderful

unlimited human being.

Miss Saidson

Insomnia

I suppose insomina and taking care of a toddler is in the same category...

Sleepless Mother

Förbaskade Tvättstuga

I really appriciate my washing machine i had at home back in London. Reason being is everytime im doing laundry here, washing machines are either dirty, smelly or out of work?!#"¤"!!"???

Onetime i was not able to book washing time, cus i have used up all six bookings which is allocated to each household a month. AND today i was locked out and couldnt get inside to collect my laundry...i suppose its time to start thinking about future investment in appliance..

Yesteday i finally colourd my hair to Moonlight black....sound soo chesy.
Bored outside laudry room i manage to take some pictures and show you guys my new colour.....

So what do you think??

Have a wicked evening!!

Promenix Time

Idag vaknade jag faktiskt ganska tidigt....kände att det va dags o ta mig i kragen o faneme
gå ut o promenera en runda. Den känslan dog så fort jag tittade ut genom fönstret. Det piss regnade hela för/eftermiddan. Tillbaks till sängen igen......


Väl uppe så fick jag ett härligt samtal från en vän som jag inte sett på länge. Tog en välbehövd fika :)

Vi får se om det blir en promenerare imon....fingers crossed.

Ha det så bra!!

Its Friday

Woke up early to prepare for the day, yes folks it brother Fadil's bday tomorrow and we have invited him here today to our humble home.

The house is clean and its time to start baking. You see i thought of making the birthday boy a big cake...will see how good of a cake i make

Happy Birthday Fadil

Mad love to you!!

My Kidz

Soft'ish Day

Last night when hubby came home from his soccer training, we made a deal. The deal was to go to bed early, around midnight and wake up early. That my friends was wishful thinking, Mose keept us awake most of the night. My little prince had belly ache :(

Once up we realised how late it was. Fadilo and Leyla who invited us for dinner were not so happy that they had to wait.....sorry guys, blame this little guy!!

Big love

On friday my prince is one month old... have hard time believing four weeks has soon past us. Gosh times goes so quick.

Soon he'll be crawling and all the steps that goes with it :)

It's time to start thinking about my future as in work wise, first on the list is to go back to London in may next year to finish my exams.

After that its time to start working on my big plan...(you will find out in time)

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Autumn has started for real here in gbg

its time to cover up the Antarkis way.

Now i'm gonna cuddle with Mose...

have a nice evening/night

Farre//

Latest News

22 September

.................still no baby.................

When are you coming kiish?

Today is the day!

Sunshine

I woke up a bit ago by a horrible dream that seems to visit me quite often in my sleep.

......Usch Usch.....

Sitting in my living room now where the sun is shining through the windows,

and i'm sipping a nice cup of vanilla the'

Enjoying a beautiful morning, positive mood is on again (took a little holiday earlier)

one day left of my due date....

still no baby

Im waiting, and waiting...

- Farre -

Eid Mubarak

Idag är sista dagen av ramadan månad. Som ett avslut firar man

Eid imorgon och två dagar efter. Här hemma ska det förbreddas,

det ska bakas, städas o fixa lägh..mer festlig.

Imon bitti börjas det med att åka till Bellevue mosken för Eid bönen,

komma hem o forsätta denna välsignade dagen på bästa underbara sätt.

Det kommer o handla om present utdelningar, god mat o sällskap och självklart peng'

utdelning, mest till barnen....men det händer att vuxna och tar en del av den kakan.

Hade önskat att kiish va med denna Eid,

men men det är inte alltid man får som man vill ...eller?

Till min älskade Mamma och mina underbara systrar, Ikraam & Co, Abti Ali och hans familjen, min moster och kusiner...........

EID MUBARAK TO YOU ALL

Big Love

Farre

In My Hands

Its finally arrived and hubby and me have one of our own Iphones...
God i looooove it....

Enjoy our evening.
Farre

Understand

No offence but I want you to understand......in a grown up way
you are not a friend, or someone we wanna call a friend for reasons you kno' of.
Its sad that you still havent understood that....but with this blog message it should be obvious.




Good luck

Countdown

..................jaaa nu e det inte så långt kvar tills lillen kommer till världen. Har haft förvärkar nu sista dagarna...hmmm...
Vi är helt förbredda ....So bring it on!! Nu ska det banneme hända ngt här hemma. Vi vill höra små (eller stora) ljud under dagarnas gång, oooooooh känner sådan lycka.

Nääh.....Nu till verkligheten....

Har varit i stan med lillebror o kollat efter ett bra pris på extern hårdisk,vi är i desperat behov av en. Har så många filer o våra datorer har ingen plats längre :-(

Jakten på en prisvärd hårddisk är i fullt gång nu.

Nu ska jag tilllaga min goda lasange.

Ha en bra Kväll!!

-Farre-

Surprise Suprise

...........Thats what happened to me and hubby last night when little bro knocked on our door.
How wonderful, he is finally here. His arrival has put a smile on our face, and himself was excstatic to meet my beautifully bulging belly :-)

My two sweethearts are at Circus Maximus at this moment and enjoying themself...(I didnt feel like going if your wondering). Me, Myself and I are in the beautiful company of Ader C/karin and little bro, couldnt wish for something else.

One thing is bothering me thou.....lower back pain :-(
to the point were i cant walk straight............usch usch

Now im gonna be a bit more social, so have a nice evening you too

-Farre-

Motivation for me, is them telling me what i could not be...Jay-z

Greet The Day

” Everyday, think as you wake up,

‘today I am fortunate to have woken up, I am alive,

I have a precious human life, I am not going to waste it.

I am going to use all my energies to develop myself,

to expand my heart out to others,

to achieve enlightenment for the benefit of all beings,

I am going to have kind thoughts towards others,

I am not going to get angry or think badly about others,

I am going to benefit others as much as I can. “

-Dalai Lama-

September

Its the time of the year were the leaves change colour from blossoming green to orange, yellowish brown colour....

I personally like it very much and find it cosy in a weird way. The cold wind, vibrant colours and falling leaves.....( i dont expect you to understan' ..it's oki)

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These last two days have been all goodie, Dane and Linn came for a short visit...yesterday.

Tomorrow Missy jassy is going on a class trip for a day and a half.....

I can honestly be true to myself and you and say: im shitting myself over this...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

this is the first time my angel is going on a class trip, and they are sleeping over.

:-(

Im gonna snap out of it.......she is gonna have lovely time im sure.

As you may also know, its not long left for the babies arrival...as much as i

look forward to labour and getting this little thing out , im dreading it to. There is no easy way

out i suppose, unless........owell neva mind.

Have a great evening!!

Emotions

One word frees us all of all the weight and pain in life:

that word is love.

By: the famous Sophocles

Farre/

Delicious

Här sitter vi o glor på varan jag o mannen i mitt liv, ingen av oss kan säga mycket till den andra, båda lider av matkoma för tillfället. Det va minsann gott med rostbiff, kokt potatis, brun sås o a la carte' Jassy sallad som innehöll det mesta man kan ha till sallad yum yum.......

Nu så inväntar vi Real matchen som ska sändas alldeles snart medan våran dotter e ute o leker.

Lite pirrit i magen, man har sett framemot denna dagen :-)

Ha en trevlig Kväll mina kära vänner!!

-Farre -

Love

I wish we could hangout as before,

support each other in hard times, share each others happiness.

Im happy that we atleast have constant phone contact my beloved you since we are so far away.

Cant wait to the day you gonna come visit, hopefull by then our newes

family member is welcomed to this beautiful world.

Congratulation for the good news, im truly super happy for you, wished i could give

you bear hug...Mwah

Big love

Your Farre

True Intention

I have been thinkin about peoples behaviour latley

and the reason behind why

people tend to be so false towards each other..

I have also relised it is hard to answer this question.

Why?! because people define being false diffrently...as weird as it may seem.

I hope people around me have the decency to atleast be honest with their true intentions of our friendship. I believe im honest person, and i expect honesty back...thats all yo!

- Farre -

Hamana Hamana

Im done with all cleaning and dusting, i can finally relax.

Its so blissfull sittin here in my

comfy soffa, the house is clean and listening to Anthony

..... hamana hamana haaa.

Waiting for my babe to come home from work, get something to eat and maybe

watch a film or so...

But before that i have to get myself ready for the evening

so my dear readers have a blissfull evening you too!

- Missy-

The sounds

You might not kno' but i kind off like

diverse types of music. Im not the kind that

only listens to one type.

So let me introduce

The sounds - Living in america-

Just love this song.

Teenage pornstars, living for nothing now.

Nightlife baby, Ooo ohaooo.

Look out, shape up, before you get to turn around.

Wake up honey, Ooo ohaooo.

We're not living in America, but we're not sorry.

I knew there was something that we never had, but we don't worry.

No we're not living in America,

but we're not sorry.

No we don't care about the world today. We're not sorry for you.

Pretty as a picture, I'm dancing the night away.

And don't stop baby, Ooo ohaooo.

I learned my way, I'm living for something now.

It's hardcore honey, Ooo ohaooo.

We're not living in America, but we're not sorry.

I knew there was something that we never had, but we don't worry.

No we're not living in America, but we're not sorry.

No we don't care about the world today.

We're not sorry for you.

Wicked shiiiiiiiit

Yours truly

Cinemagic

Did'nt have the best start of the day as i woke up crying from bed. The good/bad bit is that i dont remember what i was dreaming about.....owell no hard feelings.

The rest o the day turn out all super ....yup yup amigo, as a matter of fact it was wonderfull day, were it involved a lot of $$$ spending :)

We rounded the day by going to cinema and watch G.I jones. At the beginning when i saw the add for this trailer, i thought to myself...what the fcuk. Here we go, are they trying to do a copy of 90s G.I jane? cheesy.

Funny enough, my sis accidently (right Nassima i believe you not) saw this movie when it had premier in London earlier, and she liked it, so much so ...... we went due to her recommendation. Thanx sis cant complain now, it was hugh entertainment.



Now im off to bed
have a lovely night

- Farre -

Goodie

Today is all about making some somalian dishes such as buur and sanbuus,

yup yup its gonna be delicious to digg my teeth in to them once done.

Also pappken is coming from london today

....nice to have him back, its been a while.

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Would like to congratulate Cecilia & Thomas

for the good news ....you guys are assome!

Farre :)

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..........sunday sunday, i was forced to wake up this morning by a certain someone. My head hurts from the endless banging of cutleries and what ever else was available to wake me up.....

Why you may wonder, so do i sometimes.

No exciting plans today, its sunday :) :(

i'll update u if some excitement rolls up this way
until then........



Farre

It

I like It, do you?

Holy Month Of Ramadan

Ramadan is the holiest month in islamic religion, and part of the five pillar of islam.

During Ramadan month not only are you required to abstain from food, drinking , tobaco usage, sexual contact from dawn to sun set. But you have to show generosity and kindness.

As mention above ramadan has many dimensions, including physical, psychological, social and spiritual dimensions. Ramadan orients the believer to balance between all these dimensions of his/her existence.

Physical dimension of Ramadan includes abstaining from all kinds of food, drinks, smoking and sexual contact from sunrise to sunset. It helps physical attunement of the body through cleansing and relaxing, and provides a break in the cycle of rigid habits or over indulgence.

Psychological dimension of fasting is related to patience, forbearance and perseverance. Through

observing fasting, the believer enriches his/her patience, forbearance, self-worth, self-strength, self-control, self-reflexivity, self-training and discipline.

Through fasting muslims strive for controlling their urges and resist temptation. And through meditative practices of praying, reading the Quran and remembering God, they are reminded of the bigger picture, and develop an understanding about purpose of creation. Thus, fasting helps dealing with stress, trauma, attain inner peace. Therefore ramadan helps healing psychological problems.

In terms of social dimension, fasting calls for remembering those who are poor, who do not have food or shelter. Fasting is a way of experiencing hunger and developing sympathy for the less fortunate, and of learning thankfulness and appreciation for all of God's bounties. It calls for purifying ones actions towards others.

It reminds believers of their social responsibility, it calls for generosity, sharing and forgiving. It calls for compassion towards those who are in need and are suffering. During this month Muslims are especially called for resolving their conflicts, forgiving each other and asking for forgiveness.

Muslims are called to show mercy, compassion, generosity, and care for all Gods creatures, including themselves, other human beings, animals and the environment as the vicegerents of God on earth.

By partaking in ramadan, and experiencing it together creates a social space that is shared by many muslims across the globe. This creates a unique sense of solidarity among muslims around the world. By sharing the feast with friends and relatives during Eid ul Fitr, and by giving charity (fitra) and alms to the poor and needy (zakat),

Muslims take part in healing social wounds, knitting closer ties with others, redistributing wealth, connecting with those who are in need. This aspect of Ramadan contributes to creating a just and compassionate society based on sharing and giving rather than focusing on consumerism.

I wish all my islamic brothers and sisters Ramadan Kareem,

may Allah give us his blessing

-Farre-

Call it What You Want

In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn,

Tumbling down all tattered and worn.

Revealing new life, a child within,

Born free of hate, of

suffering and sin.

Now my eyes see what

has never been told,

Striving forth happy,

confident and bold.

Into a world that's unfamiliar

but friendly,

Into this new life my spirit will send me.

Saturday night fever!!

And so it is saturday again, only this time is boiling hot outside and i cant handle this heat at the moment.
Madonna is at Ullevi doing her gig, i on the other hand just came out from shower and feel the breeze of the evening.
Sunday tomorrow we'll see what its got to offer, many plans but nothing bulletproof, until then have cool evening/night


Miss Farre/

Sticky & Sweet

I just woke up from a fuzzy dream

You never would believe the things that I have seen

I looked in the mirror and I saw your face

You looked right through me, you were miles away

All my dreams, they fade away

I'll never be the same

If you could see me the way you see yourself

I can't pretend to be someone else

Always love me more, miles away

I hear it in your voice, miles away

You're not afraid to tell me, miles away

I guess we're at our best, miles away

So far away, so far away,

so far away, so far away

When noone is around then I have you here

I begin to see the picture, it becomes so clear

You always have the biggest heart

When we're 6.000 miles apart

To much of no sound

Uncomfortable silence can be so loud

Those three words are never enough

When it's long distance love

Always love me more, miles away

I hear it in your voice, miles away

You're not afraid to tell me, miles away

I guess we're at our best, miles away

So far away, so far away,

so far away, so far away

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Im dissapointed to point out that i (we) cant afford buying Madonna concert tickets at todays price range. But as always Hope is still there of finding desent priced tickets, would love anticipate in this upcoming Madonna festivity.

Yours Truly

Miss F. A

Rainy Day

Well well..............
Today has been laundry day for moi...............yup yup...almost half saidsson's wordrobe was diiirty. So 4 hours today and 4 tomorrow is planned sofar, i hope its enough laundry time.



These days has been quite and rainy days, which alowed me to take time organising our stock room ( oohyes we have a stock room...ain't that fabouless). Plenty of boxes still waiting for some attention, will get to that some other day.

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Now im just gonna finish part 1 of laundry day(s), then maybe watch a film and just chiiiiill.....hmmmm.

Ladies and Gents

Have Lovely Rainy Evening

Njaaaaaw.............

Would like to thank my girls for organising and giving me the best babyshower ever....Love you guys.

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Im quite active person...as in i dont let myself lie around on the cough, why: because i believe you can learn your body with what ever tempo you desire to posses. So, even though 33 weeks pregnant i stop myself to feel those tired feeling that sometimes creeps around and before you know it, you feel sorry for yourself.

Thats why i love to played football with my hubby, ( often no running, but kicking mean ass ball) and try to do diffrent activities if times allowes.

Last night was a shooker, as soon as i hit bed i started to feel palpitation. It wasnt like once or twice thing...ooohhnooo, at one time i started to feel like i was about to have heart attack or soo ( Shiiiit).

Fresh air and sipping cold water helped, and i could finally sleep.

Sitting here now contemplating on if i should become best friends with my cough and rest ...or get out and be active............

blaaaaa i dont think i can spend my whole day on the cough...ooohnoo...im out of here.

im gonna go and do some shopping....

have a nice day people

-Farre-

Girls night out

Back home from a wonderful dinner with my dearest girls....

we all gathered to celerate beautiful Miss Diana's b-day.

Me & birthday girl

Fozia and Helen having hard time choosing what to eat..hehe

Di's hands unwrapping her gift!

Here we girls are looking absolutly beautiful.

Do i need to say more?

- Farre -

:)-

The diffrence between you and me.......

im real to myself.......you are not, so booooooo you bitch.

Beautifully Expanded Waist!

Here are the lates pics on my growing belly...

Now people get off my case....above is the most asked about belly in town

...hope you guys are happy...cus i am.

Farre

Twisted Day

I woke up this morning scream, yes i scared myself and my hubby from our sleep. it's one of those dreams you can't shake off our system.

So here i am, very bored, have no idea what to do. i could go and see some friends even been offerd but i know myself, im too irritated meeting with someone, don't wanna end up arguing over silly stuff.

To be completly honest, I DONT KNO' WHAT I WANNA DO TODAY. Nothing is good enough it seems. It may be better to keep myself locked in for everyones safety.

Blaaa......blaaaa.......blaaaaaaaaaaa

-Farre-

Buggy time!

Its final now...below is the buggy for the little one. We have decided for Brio Sing for its comfortness and style. The Baby bed is also ready for use. What's left is agonising waiting for the babies arrival...grrrrr

I'll leave you with that for today!

have a nice weekend my dear followers

Miss Farre

Back Home

Yesterday started bright and sunny. We had a planned barbecue day with Cecilia & Thomas.

The food was absolutly delicious aswell as the company.... Later on it was time to hit the road, and see our folks in gislaved.

As always it was pleasant, to meet the folks and some friends over there. Thanks to Angela & Bamba.

ps: miss you mum,igge, nassima,teha and abti Ali

Perfekt, Hel och Fulländad

I livet utan slut, där jag befinner mig, är allt perfect,helt och fulländat.

Jag tror inte på gamla begränsningar och brister.

Jag väljer att börja se mig själv som universum ser mig, perfekt, hel och fulländad.

Sanningen om min varelse är att jag är perfekt, hel och fulländad.

Jag kommer alltid att vara perfekt, hel och fulländad.

Jag väljer nu att leva mitt liv utifrån den insikten.

Jag är på rätt plats vid rätt tidpunkten i mitt liv och gör rätt.

Allt är bra i mitt liv.

Miss Farre

Roomservice

Here are some nightmare before and some dreamy after pictures of our new flat...

After!

We'll but a lot more work to this flat to make it all hommy and cosy, but so far im proud of ourself for acomplishing this much in such a short time----

Thanks to our brother for giving a helping hand..you kno' who you are

- Miss Farre -